Wednesday, October 20, 2021

Just Beyond the Horizon

A friend of mine loves the ocean, but lives in the Midwest. Not being able to frequently visit the ocean, she instead imagines that over each horizon is the ocean. She knows it isn’t there. However, imagining the sand and the waves brings her joy and peace. 



There is hope in believing that just beyond the horizon is something better. There is faith in believing that things will get better, even if circumstances state otherwise. There is faith in believing there is something better over a familiar horizon, even when you have been over that hill before.


As we approach the month of November, we turn our minds to Thanksgiving. A time of year where we pause to be grateful for what we have in our present, recall the goodness of God in the past, and find the faith to believe God’s goodness will continue into our futures.





Being thankful can be difficult. Many people will tell you the best way to be thankful is to focus on what you have. And this can be helpful. Perspective is a good tool. However, it is also possible for perspective to skew our outlook. 


The well worn adage of “I cried because I had no shoes, until I met a man with no feet” can give us perspective, but it can also lead us to minimize our own problems. Having no shoes exposes your feet to the elements. Exposure to the elements may cause the development of frostbite. Frostbite left untreated can lead to the loss of ones feet. Soon enough, the one with no shoes can find themselves in the same position as the one with no feet.


This Thanksgiving each of us have something to be grateful for. This Thanksgiving each of us have something we wish were better. As we prepare for Thanksgiving, I pray that we can all find what we have to be grateful for. I pray that we have the faith to believe that what comes next will be even better. I pray that we all may know that the sand and waves of peace and joy are just over the horizon.


Serving God alongside all of you, just from further away

Jesse Letourneau

Thursday, February 11, 2021

FEB 10 AGAIN

I haven't been feeling well lately. There are some immediate reasons for that. But those wounds are beginning to heal.

But there are also some historical reasons. Or at least reasons from my personal history.

Here is a little context




Feb 10 Showed up on my Facebook Feed again, and I realized why I had not been feeling well. Even though I wasn't aware of the date, my body was remembering the loss and pushing me to grieve.

Last time I wrote about Feb 10, I wrote that I had found "Home".

It was a year later that I found out I would be leaving that place.

That news came after a weekend full of ministry that spoke to my soul in ways that ministry rarely does, and in ways that only ministry can.

One of my best memories of Florida, followed by one of my least favorite memories of my ministry from Florida.

The simple story would be to say that I was meant to be here all along. But that simply isn't true. I wouldn't be able to do the work I am doing now if not for my time in Florida. For that matter, I wouldn't be able to do it as well as I am without the phone calls with JD Rose while at the church in Southern California. Or without the lessons learned in the place before that. And really when you think about it, my time in seminary prepared me....

My story is not a straight path. It never has been. 

While this week holds the memories of finding two things that I was so certain of not being what I thought they would be. It also holds plenty of joy. Some of them are mentioned in the blogs above. Some have happened in the three years since I wrote that blog.

This is my fourth church since the "first" Feb 10, and my fifth home.
Each place feels like I was there for a life time. Some were comfortable, some were much less so. Some I am proud at what I accomplished. Some I have taken lessons from those places and worked to become a better person and a better minister. Some held a little of column A and a little of column B.

The start of February has held for me
Starting a job search
Receiving a Scout Patch for a Pinewood Derby (all I did was unlock the doors)
A winter retreat with some of the best youth around
A trip to Universal with more of the same
Delivering meds to a snow bound friend
Taking 5th and 6th graders on a hike at night in the rain (way more fun than it seems)
One of my favorite nights serving at Trinity UMC
Meeting Popeye
and continuing my song. 


--Serving God alongside all of you, just from further away
--Jesse Letourneau

A little bit of Gonzo in the new office just for good measure